drama

No drama schools accepted me. Yes those words speak the truth.
It is amazing how much more I have to learn and feel.
What was I expecting? To study architecture for 4 years and get into drama school?
That is funny Ajna!

I would be lieing if I said the rejection did not hurt me.
I would be doing a disservice to myself in claiming I am ready for drama school.
Changing majors. There is something so magical in that
And also so incredibly painful.
I am in love with drama, but it won't let me make love to it just yet.

So I shall spend this year studying, practicing, and being.
It is hard knowing that the schools do not want you,
Yet you plan on facing them the next year.
I have to create some sort of curriculum for myself.

A movie journal? Yes. Done.
A drama coach? Yes. Done.
An acting class? Yes. Still looking.

I do not have the so called advantage of being groomed for drama school,
Yet I do not have the disadvantage for being groomed for drama school.
ohhhhh my.