LIMINAL

photos from sam. no particular order. you've seen them, ajna and vicky. i feel like posting them because i love them. i do. i look empty, like i'm wanting to be filled.

i met with sam today. i fell for his stupid accent and charisma before and still am drawn to it, to him, but with an annoyed and amused distance. he seems well aware of it. and well practiced at using it to get what he wants. i don't like the feeling of being used, because, let's face it, i got great photos too. but fuck, i need what he has or i wish i made him feel some mixture of desire, jealousy, admiration, annoyance, submission...how i feel towards him. it's like i'm powerless in our relationship, whatever it is.