I was going to post about NY but I'm too lazy and distracted. I want to hear your voice anyway. So call me and it will gush out of me in a mess of word vomit. Right now, I'm craving something. Sweet Treats seems to far so I'm thinking I'll settle on Rice Pudding in the fridge. I capitalized rice pudding, it must be important to me (God!).
To tell you the truth, I'm wholly distracted, like i said, by personal effects. the new lifetime movie with Ashton and Michelle.
Tomorrow I'm baking cookies for my neighbor (white chocolate with craisins, oats, coconut, and pumpkins spice) and flourless chocolate cake with diego. tonight i'm hanging out (?) with Dana, the boy who slipped me his number last saturday.
Can't wait to hear your voice.
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Dramatic! Phew Ashton, good save. (he calmed a retard and took his gun away so he wouldn't shoot a bully. Ashton had known the retard's dead mom).
ReplyDeleteI just stuffed my face like a fat kid with rice pudding mixed with a brownie/banana bar, granola, and raspberries. (um, yes, the brownie/banana thing was the thing i made at least a month ago, frozen, but i hope i don't get sick.) it wasn't bad, i'm full. but still want more. i always do though. maybe i'll make some more tea.
ReplyDelete***retard's mom, not dead. his dad is. Ashton knows the mom (Michelle) because they went to a dead loved one's counseling session together.
ReplyDelete(Ashton lost his twin sister. Michelle lost her husband.)
ReplyDeleteAAHHHH! I left Omnivore's Dilemma on the plane. I got up and let the guy infront of me know that he was leaving his laptop. I left my precious book in the meantime. I only have about 80 pages left. I think I'm going to camp out for a couple hours at b&n to just knock that sucker out....Or maybe I'll buy it and finish it and then give it to Cory or something. hm. big decision.
ReplyDeleteand my gloves. the ones you got me freshman year. those are warming up some hobos hands in NY.
ReplyDeleteMAKEOUT! (post indian wedding on stacked up yellow chairs.)
ReplyDeleteI'm going boy/stir crazy. I know Cory likes me but sucks at showing it. He doesn't (really) call or pick up (if his phone is even on). That's why (a) I'm making plans with Dana tonight and (b) I just found myself facebook stalking and messaging Jared. I've always prided myself in being low-maintenance, not needy, and indifferent. Cory takes it to another level leaving me feeling like all those things--or at least fighting myself to call him or text him so I don't appear to be those things.
ReplyDeleteI like the fucking boy. And I adore and love his friends. (That could be a problem...haha. The fact that I adore his friends. It's like that sex and the city episode where Carrie likes a guy because she loves his family...i hope this isn't that case, i liked him before his wonderful friend package appeared!)
anyway, i think when MY friends get in town, his lack of attention won't drive me so crazy.
the other little thing is i hope i don't like him because he's like this with me. the fact that i don't get all his attention. i get just enough to know i matter, but don't really change that much for him.
Bri - you stir crazy fool! I adore you!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry I missed your call - I just looked at my phone - I made myself put it away while I read FLW for THREE HOURS STRAIGHT.
And I have so much more to read.
This stir-craziness can be the effects of many things:
1. Yes, you might like the tough love thing. It might be a complete opposite of what you had before -and this sick side of you might just relish it.
2. The package might have enhanced cory to CORY.
3. You might be blaming your stir-craziness on Boys, when it might actually be Modeling or Sabrina.
I have a feeling it is number three. Like you said, you aren't like this - this is you being scared of what could/will/can happen to you in the near future. And the fact that you don't have your close friends by you to sit with you and talk - you want the next closest thing, a guy.
Breathe Gold Dragon! Breathe!
Make a cup of tea. Sit down. Breathe until your mind is clear - and then ask:
1. Do I like Cory? And if I do - how much? Does it have to do with him as a person, with me being in Naples?
2. How do I feel about my New York trip? Am I happy? Am I stable? Am i unstable? Am i hoping and wishing? Have I been signed and I'm happy?
My dearest fat kid - you're fine. You're just running in circles and hopefully this just stopped you. LOVE you.