...the last time I was this happy.
I'm heading to grad school in September at the University of Chicago-- equal parts terror and thrill. This summer will be devoted to work (2x) and the Paramount's summer classic film series, a wonder in itself. I've started dating this one kid, Andrew, who makes me incomprehensibly joyful. And he makes me feel so good about myself, something I haven't experienced in a long time. We're going to keep it going for as long as we can, even after he leaves for a summer internship in DC and I leave for Chicago; I really don't want to let this go.
And fuck, I'm about a month behind in my classes and STILL haven't ordered my graduation announcements or cap and gown. But fuck it all, to hell with it. I'm a motherfucker with a shit-eating grin on my face, and it's an attainable perfection.
I've wondered what you guys have been up to-- it seems like I've just been here in this state of other-worldly bliss and contentment, waiting to share it with all of you.
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awww miss ho. i love to hear from you and am so so so happy for you! it sounds amazing and yes, you should try to hold onto it if it makes you feel like this regardless of whatever else. that is awesome. let me know if you want to break up with me on fb. my boyfriend was kicking my change of profile pic to him and me into high gear today! so i think i'm just gunna suck it up and do it for him; or at least for a couple days.
ReplyDeleteOh v.ho you beautiful beautiful girl! Any man would be simply crazy to not indulge you! I miss you dearly and love hearing how happy you are!
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